miercuri, 16 octombrie 2019

The body beast II

When did the body so small
Become big that it split my heart in two
From my rib cage up
And made my bones crack like sticks in a fire
Every time you tried to fit in.
In the last months since Easter
I've only been able to fall asleep on pills
Because of the way you used to play my flips
On and off
Like with a switch
You broke my wires
I wasn't able to connect anymore
To myself.
I never told you the truth
When you used to ask me
Why I have the saddest face on earth
I didn't want to upset you
Because I knew how you were too upset already
And how numb you were
To feel anything
Maybe if I'd have asked you to beat me to pieces
You would've succeeded
But to show me love and kindness
That you never did.

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